as times passes by *jiehlah*
August 31, 2011 
I shall warn you
You have to read this post while you’re standing in front of your bathroom entrance
Or else you will dirt your floor with your puke
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When we liking someone
World shows its beauty
But then as the time passes as we liking them
We might get tired
When this syndrome is came for the first year we liked them
We will listened too much love songs till our ears bleeding *nahh*
When the second year came
We will thinking about them in almost every occasion
When the third year came
When we think too much about them, our tears will fall
When fourth year is almost come
We will try to search for someone better
For my case
I’ve tried, but till now, i still can’t really found someone better
Maybe i shall really take a good looking for some guys,
Or only set my eyes to him
*ew, what have i wrote!?*
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Ok, i’m gonna puke on these stupid writing
*honestly, i’m really getting sick of this post* :-&
just stop it for a while
Me and my friends are always mocking everyone who’re had some relationship, and then have much skinships in front of us. But one day, one of my friend was having a new boyfriend. Her boyfriend is a good person, i can tell since i knew him for so long and to be honest.. i’m glad to see my best friend to have a boyfriend like him.
BUT, these days, their relationship is really like the other couple, like holding hands when they were walking together, touching each other’s hairs or face, feeding each other to try some new dishes, and the other NORMAl couple will do if they’re on a date, and to be honest.. it’s disgusting. i’ve tried to forgot my disgusted feeling, and then my friend is texting her when she was having lovey-dovey time with her “husband”, and tell her about our feeling when they were done that lovey-dovey things. And i REALLY THOUGHT that it will NEVER HAPPENED AGAIN.
but really, my thought was really not long-lasting. it’s pathetic everytime you saw your friends are doing the things that they’re supposed to laugh at it.
i don’t really care what they’re doing when they’re not with me (they’re not children for god’s sake, they’ve learn what’s good and what’s wrong), but I’LL REALLY APPRECIATE it if they’re stopping their lovey-dovey moment for a while when they’re having some time with us. just stop it for a while, is it that hard?
PS : i know my english is pretty bad, but please bear with it, it’s more pathetic to say these things in Indonesian
pengen nyoba
Pengen nyoba
Bener bener pengen nyoba
Gua harap masi dikasi kesempatan
Sekaliiiii ini lagi
Pengen banget nyoba lagi
roti
Aiiisssh
Kenapa si roti jepang bungkusnya PINK semua
Dasar NGGAK KREATIF
PAKE WARNA LAIN DONG BUAT NUNJUKIN FEMININITAS
PINK TU WARNA LEMAH JIS
Praying once more
at times like this, all i can do now is only trying as hard as i can
keep my head cool all the time and doing all of these assignments
i know that i have skipped class for many times
but i’ll try to pass this semester no matter what
God..
i know that i’m being greedy
but can i ask You for one more prayer?
maybe more after that
i’m sorry for disturbing Your peace
but i can’t help it..
i really need Your guide right now
i need You to show me path that i should walked in
I need You to strengthen my heart
thanks God, for giving me time to disturb Your peace
suara adik
Mendengar suara adik dari kejauhan
Jadi teringat masa masa ketika kami kecil
Jadi teringat pertengkaran kami yang tidak penting
Jadi teringat tak pernah sekalipun saya terlihat peduli
Selalu ingin ada di sampingnya ketika masa masa sulit
Tapi tak kunjung datang
Selalu ingin mendengar kisah kisahnya
Tapi tak kunjung mendengarkan
Saya bukan kakak yang baik
Bukan orang baik pula
Tapi saya selalu ingin bertanya,
‘Apa kabar dik?’
‘Apa kau baik baik saja disana?’
‘Bagaimana sekolahmu?’
‘Siapa yang sedang dekat denganmu?’
Ingin sekali bertanya,
Tapi sayang saya bukan kakak yang baik
APA LAGI SI?
Telpon terus telpon terus
Muak
Kesel
Biasa aja kek!
Males banget sumpah!
Ini ni yang bikin gua MALES ngliat hape sekarang sekarang ini
sadar nggak si?
BIASA AJA DOOOOOONG!
Seandainya bisa ngomong langsung
Sayang masih ada sopan santun
well yes, i’m definitely a LIAR
well, i’m PROUDLY said that i’m a liar
i’ll laughs hard when you’re saying something that’s not even funny
i’ll smile at you even when i’m not really liking you
well, that’s me
it’s me in real life
“not funny, you’re not fun, or i don’t like you”
my feeling in real life
it does nothing in here, second life
or so i thought
i always enjoyed myself for talking to you guys if i’m in a good mood to talk to other people
even it’s the one that i don’t really liked in person (rl)
i’m here to have fun
i’m not the one who will ignores you when i don’t liked you
i won’t criticize you when you do wrong, or doing something annoying
because all of those feeling is our feeling in rl
and i don’t want to mix it.. if i’m in a good mood
so i’ll makes you feel comfortable here, in second life
let’s have some fun.. together
i’ll laugh hard here, not in my rl
i’ll smile at you here, not in my rl
i’ll try to makes you feel comfortable here
well yes, i’m definitely a liar
bond
keluarga..
adalah sebuah ikatan yang diberikan Tuhan agar setiap manusia tidak merasa sendirian ketika mereka dilahirkan
sebuah ikatan yang tak akan terlepas sampai kapanpun
tempat kita kembali ‘pulang’
tapi ikatan yang telah diberikan Tuhan sekalipun, tidak akan membuat sesama manusia mengerti satu sama lainnya
dan untuk mengerti satu sama lain, adalah hal yang tidak diperlukan
karena manusia berubah setiap saat
saya sekarang bukanlah saya yang kemarin
dan jauh dari saya yang dulu
saya adalah saya, yang saat ini
tidak perlu bagi keluarga untuk mengerti yang ada dalam pikiran satu sama lain
yang paling penting adalah ikatan sebuah ‘keluarga’
yang membuat saya bisa kembali ‘pulang’
laugh out loud
LOL
uum, excuse me
do you really really mean to fight me?
*chuckle*
i’ve already know for a long time that you are silly
but i guess i have no idea that you would be this silly
fight me?
fight.. us?
*chuckle*
don’t make yourself looks so stupid in front of us, silly
